What I saw in school-the past few days...

What i remember, from what I saw in school (last three days, i guess. But I can never be too sure. My mind sorts according to importance instead of time, mostly)

I saw blue aliens enter alien stronghold
Saw myself looking pretty much the same
looking blue feeling blue.
Then, saw something
That 'something' that cheers me up everyday.
Saw doors.
Saw stairs.
But I did not escape.
But I did not climb.
Saw a 'black'board that was green, and minus the quote of the day...
Saw reasons to love my class, and not just like it
Saw the shallow eyes of my classteacher, with a frown that completed that extremely well-known expression, hideous in every sense
"...Miss, I just don't think its S.U.P.W..."
Saw her storm into a room, and thankfully, storm out of my view.
Saw my friend in tears.
Saw a frozen situation, that remained frozen for a long time
Saw normalcy seeping in, but slowly, like always
Saw someone staring at a badge on my shirt
felt the weight pulling me down.
Saw cowardice.
Saw cowards.
Saw obligations turn into invisible ropes.
Nevertheless, saw Citizen Kane.

And then, I shut my eyes
But, my mind still worked...

I entered the class , i sat, looked at my desk, where did all of it go?
I saw the black board. (We all fall down)
I looked out of the window.... but what did I see? Nothing worth remembering.
I saw the error, the one which had to be ignored , now that i had seen it.
I saw the dancer, her expressions, i saw it all in her.
I saw the girls, their faces, the response they gave to the one who was trying hard to do something.......
I saw the eagle, i felt like smashing her face, i somehow controlled myself.
I saw that teacher, not the same anymore. I wondered why.
I saw those papers in my desk, i stuffed them in my bag.
I saw her again, the one who was trying to make a difference, saw the hope in her eyes......
I saw that girl, dissapointed, i saw another one, engrossed in a conversation, least bothered......

and what did i see......

today................
i saw a typical example of the rat race...right in the morning.........that too from "friends"!
i saw an unhappy girl........but upset for really small thngs.....wonder how they get upset over such insignificant things,when there's so much more to shed tears about...
i saw the spicmacay performance......and some stupid questions and some gud ones..
i saw some teachers who hav no freaking clue about talent!
i saw my english paper....but lets so not go there!
i saw my socio prac paper.......pretty gud..
i saw a girl trying really hard to get her friend to talk to her.......failed attempt!
i saw a 2year old kid who had come to collect her sis wid her mum.......staring at the scul grounds as if it was a 40,000 acre big forest.......remembered how small thngs filled up our minds when we were kids.......less complexity!
and.....................i cant remember wat else i saw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well i saw..

i saw a half-empty class.remain half-empty.
a woman.i saw a woman perform for SPICMACAY.kids trying to please a teacher,
i saw a teacher.who wishes she was so much more.and she is sometimes.i saw an inspiration struggling.to come through.
i saw passion.
i saw an army of young,bored and restless students.i saw an army waiting to pounce out on the world.
i saw the woman again.fleeting in and out of these nonsdescript thoughts.the enchantress.i saw the energy.the audience spellbound.
i saw the authority.cynical and heartless.judgemental.
i saw an unnecessary mockery.i saw it again.
i saw my english paper.undermarked again?i saw it twice before it went inside my hollow bag.
saw it because that was the right thing to do.
saw the wrong thing too.saw the little actions that remind me of the rat race,i saw apathy too.
jubilation.i saw pride and happiness.
and then i saw some more.
i saw a teacher fall down in the middle of the road.waiting to be helped.
help that never came.because i saw.stepped forward a little.to see better.not.nevertheless.i saw.
and i saw people oblivious to her.disinterested.absorbed in themselves.they did not see.they walked away.
the teacher saw.


P.S. This Blog draws inspiration from- http://open-eyes-now.blogspot.com/