8th Oct.

Woke up.
Saw those swollen eyes in the mirror, yeah, so i get a reason to bunk.
Nah. I cannot do that.
Left for the stop, without an umbrella.... kept on waiting, think i've missed my bus like every other day!
Managed to reach . Found myself somwhere in the middle of the road, cars on both sides, saw people make faces. fine.
Saw the red haired lady!yikes!
Saw an almost empty classroom.
Saw some with textbooks.Making notes. Errr.....
Looked out of the window.........
Saw the class. It Looked Happy.
Saw some idiotic ones, saw them laugh at her.
Saw the drawing book, its empty pages. Saw it later. Wow.
Saw Modern Times. Saw Chaplin dance. :D
Saw the way out.
And the way in.
(And saw so Much before it)

Hah.

Wow.So that's probably the last i saw of it.For a long while to come.

But i liked what i saw.

I saw gaps getting filled up.I saw the emptiness disappear.

I saw the distance losing its length.Effortlessly.

I saw smiles on faces where there were none.

I saw so much to feel happy for.So much to take away with me.

Almost enough to actually make me miss the routine. ^.0 huh.

I saw Rafa in granite etched onto my left brain.And gushes that i am sure were accompanied with blushes about him on my right brain.
And my eraser ate them all.With relish. *spooky grin*
I saw someone poking the fan on the ceiling with her umbrella.With a befuddled expression.Alas,the mystery was lost to me.
And how did only two sets of eyes notice it? o.^ Do people do that all the time in their planets?They throw bottles in mine.And paper balls.That ricochet through the place.
I saw play-acting.And bonding.Giggles and whispers.Photographs.
The clouds gobble up the sky.The room-->The lounge.I saw her wake up and observe the people she'll be spending the next two years in school with for the first time.As she tried to reach out.
I saw the field which actually had grass on it once upon a time.There's mostly uneven patches if at all now.
Masakkali in the mud.
I saw my Pol Sc book.It has asked me not to disturb it in its slumber.Not for 3/4th a month.And i've promised it i won't.
Cartoons.I saw complaints against the rubber bank.
I saw the teacher reduced to doing our dirty work.Chairperson of the rubber bank.
I saw the book.That is supposed to teach us the the science of life.At 17.
Might as well have delayed it by another year.Shoved us out with a manual.Do's and Don'ts.
Definitions.You name it.They lame it.
I saw people say their goodbye's one last time.
Till we meet again.
The cat's out of the school now. *smirk*

The Revival

Saw bubbles.
That burst as our laughter.

Saw attempts at Bangla.
Hilarious.

Saw abuse.
Meant to amuse.

Saw a saw.
Shearing story books.
Saw smiles spread across faces.
Despite that.

Saw money.
Counted money.

Saw fingers.
Katti.

Saw a drawing book fill up with puddles.
Of love.
Of Love.
Saw KLM come alive.
Yet again.

Saw giggling. Heard laughter.
Giggled. Laughed.

Saw a note on the board.
T'was for me.
For the banker-me...

Alrighto.
Time for vengeance.
Saw the Sociology teacher.
Approaching.
OMG-
Saw everyone on pause.
Saw my finger point all the way-
Saw her questioning her.
Saw her walk out.
Saw fingers.
Double katti.

Saw Peeked to see better.
Saw our maths teacher.
Shedding dead lice all over the place.
Thus,
Saw my class again.
Saw those faces.
All happy again.

Hands waved.
Saw Bye-Byees.
Fingers raised.
Saw Bhaafs.

Gave the class a last look as we left.
"El-heaven H,
Happy Holidays Y'all!"

Saw light falling on two desks.
*Kalimba-Mr.Scruff*
:D

October the Sixth...

Another day beckoned me,
Saw myself approaching it...

Saw work.
Saw worklessness.

Saw my iio paper.
Easy.

Saw people reacting, as we stared (at them till they noticed)...o_o
:D


Saw a wildlife quiz...
And saw goof ups
Was it the sound system, the host, the participants or the audience?
Don't know.
Maybe all...
Saw foolishness coming from foolish people.
What was I expecting anyway?
Saw indifference.
Saw no 'road'.
To no 'hope'.

Saw someone I didn't expect to see.
Saw the blue eyes.

Saw chaos.
Saw chaos again.

Saw beauty.
Followed beauty.

Saw the sky telling me its late.
I know. But I don't want to-
Go.

Saw water going down the drain.
How long before there's no more left?



Didn't see the bookseller.
Didn't see the time.

Wanted to see the bookseller.
Didn't want to see the time.

Over

Coma White- Marilyn Manson


I broke my ID card. That day. The I fixed it. But it broke again. I tried to talk some sense into it. The darn thing refused to comprehend. It refuse to comprehend Feviquik. Poor thing.
Looks like I won't be seeing anything for  long time.
I saw interconnected Venn diagrams. I love those things. I saw proof of psychological string theory. Which is basically a souped up glossy version of chaos theory. Feeling smart? Anyone? Me neither.

Vision impaired

I saw a bus stop in front of me
Saw my kaku peeping from somewhere
Saw blue and some grey people flocked inside.
Like there was someone in a pink building, at a distance, waiting with a knife in her hand.
Waiting to sacrifice. To slaughter. To kill.
To destroy exactly what we live off.
'Life'.

Saw an almost empty class as I entered.
Was I early?
Or was everyone bunking?

Saw disappointment in her eyes.
?&#@! I said what I didn't want to again.
I said what I didn't feel again.
I made myself misunderstood.
Again.

Saw the same faces come back from yesterday,
In the same places.
With the same people.
I wished I could go talk to someone.
But I saw my box.
And didn't struggle to get out of it.
Saw the box again, wishing someone else would see it....
Neruda was right,shyness is such a kink in the soul...

Saw here and there
Panicked.
She has to come today.
Saw her enter.
Smiley emoticons dancing around her.
"Yayy!!" I saw.
In invisible ink.

Saw people trying to join.
Not the people who know the meaning of 'join'...

Saw books.
Saw crooks.
Saw exactly what Hopelessly Sanguine and Deep within... said they saw.
A pumpkin faced freaky liliput.


Saw a lot more.
But my mind wasn't processing.

Vision impaired,I felt the breeze slap me.
What did I do this time?

inflate,

huh.what did i see?
did i even see anything?no,i didn't see.
i didn't see see anything today.i was just out of it.
all i really saw was the storm clouds.and the storm.
all i could see was the rain.all i could see was my desk.
i didn't want to see.
left brain.right brain.
trees on LSD? :P
oh wait.i know what i saw.i saw two kids on the street.schoolkids.propaganda.
i saw tiger skin[?] while climbing up those stairs.
bam!class.
there's not even enough space to let loose.
climb up the stairs and into the monster's waiting mouth.hah.
*enter class* i saw her.wishing i could be doing the same thing.
and then i saw them.
i saw her come into the class.two periods of monotony.laws that went over my head.
i saw smirking distraction.and smirks on the faces around.
i saw the weird teacher on her weird patrol.err.weird.weird.
i saw the sari.i liked the sari. :P
and i read what cook had to say about the freaky teacher.
i saw said freaky teacher staring at me.one wrong move to pounce on.
her regime.
i saw student walking up to rub away said quote.
i saw her get really angry.. why was she angry?O.o it was just a joke.
okay fine.a hilarious series. *grin*
and then i saw inspiration.motivation.
i saw the joy and passion that sadly so many teachers i've been taught by have lost too soon.
i saw grins and nodding heads.and agreement and unity.
and then i saw them.
but they didn't see any more of me.




 

a day out of hundreds...

saw a wannabe the first thing in the morning.......trying real hard...
saw an empty bench......its gonna remain empty for some time now..
saw a real artist.....after a long time..
saw HER really disgusted at our enthusiasm! she actually expected us to be upset??!!
saw some nyc people in a not-so-nyc class......not ours btw..
saw some girls falling all over really ugly looking guys!! do they come from some other planet?? if not...then i wonder why.....
saw frustation..............in the extreme.........justifiable though..
saw some nyc frnds staring at me...feels gud to have atlst a few gud ppl in a class lyk ours...
and............saw the trees welcoming one of the best weathers ever! awsum way the wind was blowing.....hair all over the face.,,,just the way i like it!

Saw the girl, saw the depth in her eyes,the smile that spread across her face.
Saw the teacher, her pumpkin face, saw her sharp nose inflate!
Saw the black board, saw what we had done, I smiled at it! :)
Saw the way she reacted. The way in which she pulled me inside to face "them". That didnt stop me from saying what i wanted to. i said something. atleast.
Saw the left and the right wings of the eagle. Saw the antagonism between us.
Observed everyone in class.
Stepped outside. Wanted to stay there. The roaring sky & the dancing trees made me happy!

Illusionistic Likeness

I met hopelessly sanguine and thus came to know that this blog had been opened.
Fatigue weighed heavy and with the onslaught of classes, I didn't get much to see.
A board full of equations.
Books as fat as they can get.
Question papers for an olympiad.
The same monotonous routine.
Went to the next class and saw my friend's empty chair. It had been empty for the last two days but her black bag was sitting on it today.
Saw Hornbill.
The bell rang. Rushed to the next  classroom again. Found my friend taking notes. She wouldn't talk. Got a little angry, went back to class. Saw her again.
Saw white against back.
Saw the grey clouds in the sky. Heard the wind howl. Felt it blow my tucked shirt out of place.

What I saw?

To be honest I didn't see much.
I definitely didn't see the point.
I saw that they didn't see the point. Maybe some did. Not sure. Even if they did, the point got lost in all that blue. And the ID cards.
If the ID card is not exist on your body, you will be in trouble.
Sing along, anyone?
Not much else we can do.

0ctober 3rd-Busiest day of my life...YET

Saw an empty chair beside me, an incomplete doodle, a small void
Saw shining trophies rust secretly
Saw my marks.
The vision was two seconds long.
I thought of someone who would've done the same...

Saw everything and everyone move real fast...truth is,i was running real slow

Saw receipts
And I saw receipts

Saw a second-hand book shop somewhere near school
Bought two classics.
Rainwater-painted pages on the first.
Saw a huge rat bite at the sides of the second.
Saw no reasons to have a problem. Kept em in my bag.

Saw the CD collection of a taxi driver.
Realized just how much of Himesh Reshammiya still resonates somewhere.

Saw kids who just wanted to have fun. But that was too much to ask for...
Saw another kid who told me she flew with her tiger one day. They were both wearing wings.

Maybe she was lying.
Maybe she was not...