brr.. >/

what has it been?a week into the holidays?
honestly? i can't even tell for sure.the holidays make you so lethargic to things.but then again,who am i kidding?its not like i'd know the date even if school re-opened and it wasn't written on the top-right corner of the board.by somebody who actually cared enough.
okay,again.who am i kidding?everybody cares about the date.
weird.
oh,now i get it.i'm rambling.well let's ramble a little then.its the holidays..and i have time! [well,atleast i do right now,don't i?]
err.okay.so what follows is my own unique[well,i hope so.even though,i definitely don't think so] ramble session.
don't get me wrong.i read the papers.i do.and i know the date is written in white 'times' font in the centre of the black horizontal line that runs along the whole front page of the paper in thicker font than the other pages.in the other pages,it runs a little thin comparatively and its higher on top.below the name of the paper.i haven't figured out which font they use for that yet.must be the signature brand font or whatever.
now that i'm done rambling.let's get to the point. [yes,finally]
what i saw.
fine,i'll tell you what i saw but you can't blame me for what i saw because that is what i saw.
[i've been reprimanded for constructing long complex sentences by all prior language teachers i've been a student to]
i like to elaborate.deal with it. =P
i saw shady alleyways.and smoke.a lot of smoke.that i was forbidden to see.
in my room.on her roof.in that pub.on the streets.
i actually,kind of saw it everywhere.
i saw dinghy hole-in-the-wall places where old and exhausted men went to blow off their steam.i saw them stare at the invasion.
hijacked.
i saw my city from up so high,decked up in lights for a week of wishful revelry and celebration.
i couldn't see the poverty.it was too hazy.
the height made my vision blur.
its like they'd all packed up and left for someplace they wouldn't be subjected to the line.to the divide.
until the festivity died down.
or maybe the lights had made me blind.
i saw nothing of worth really.
except loneliness.
i saw a lot of loneliness.
randomly,everywhere.
the bulls.and the bull-fighters.and the ropes.
do they really think the ropes would stop them?
oh,i forget.the rifles would.
and the sticks they weild so liberally.
for your own good.
^ biggest lie ever.
i'll be 17 in half a month.its sad.
another year.and i'll finally have to "be real".
here are a few pics,of what i saw: 
[the quality sucks,there's only so much that 1.3mp can do :/]