Vision impaired

I saw a bus stop in front of me
Saw my kaku peeping from somewhere
Saw blue and some grey people flocked inside.
Like there was someone in a pink building, at a distance, waiting with a knife in her hand.
Waiting to sacrifice. To slaughter. To kill.
To destroy exactly what we live off.
'Life'.

Saw an almost empty class as I entered.
Was I early?
Or was everyone bunking?

Saw disappointment in her eyes.
?&#@! I said what I didn't want to again.
I said what I didn't feel again.
I made myself misunderstood.
Again.

Saw the same faces come back from yesterday,
In the same places.
With the same people.
I wished I could go talk to someone.
But I saw my box.
And didn't struggle to get out of it.
Saw the box again, wishing someone else would see it....
Neruda was right,shyness is such a kink in the soul...

Saw here and there
Panicked.
She has to come today.
Saw her enter.
Smiley emoticons dancing around her.
"Yayy!!" I saw.
In invisible ink.

Saw people trying to join.
Not the people who know the meaning of 'join'...

Saw books.
Saw crooks.
Saw exactly what Hopelessly Sanguine and Deep within... said they saw.
A pumpkin faced freaky liliput.


Saw a lot more.
But my mind wasn't processing.

Vision impaired,I felt the breeze slap me.
What did I do this time?