Weird Day

Saw an empty space
Realised that it was temporarily so...
Decided not to notice the emptiness too much
Till it fills up.
Again.

Saw the school terrace.
Longed to make it there.
Snap Snap. Cut her wings
Fine.
I'll escape later.

Saw pens dance.
To the tune of monotony.
Blah blah blah
Lets do the blah blah blah
Saw a futile discussion on what is better.
Counting pages and counting letters.
Saw the liliput elope.
Audacity of hope.?.

Saw her again.
Saw the day I'd meet her.
Saw that day in my mind.

Said something and felt weird.
Did something and felt weird.
Scratched my eyes till i couldn't see them see me.

Came back to class
Hindi notes
Lali bloats...

Saw her.
She makes me feel weird.
But I like her. Weird?

Saw the box empty. Quickly.
Saw the air relax a bit.

Saw the gate.
I went through it.
Like everyday.
But it was different today.
The weird weird.
Not the usual weird.

Felt lost.
And not found.

Come back tomorrow.

You know you have to.
Cause you don't have a choice
And you don't have a voice